Im afraid of being alone for forever?

I know how you feel dude. I can't get over this guy at all and every time I see him it just hurts. The pain is to much to handle when someone doesn't love you back that used to. I know what it feels like when you only see one person and no other. People that go through relationships like it is just a game make me sick. About you being emotionless I don't know what to say about that. I always feel sadness and sometimes my depression gets so bad that I get really sick and just cry all day. You can talk to me more about it if you want to. I love to help and listen to people. I may just be 15 but I've been through alot and I can tell you have to.